Interview 4
O World: 'What's the difference between the Universe and the Dark Sea of Awareness?'
First I’d like to point to one common feature – both are infinite. Any part of the Universe is infinite. But when I speak about the Dark Sea of Awareness, I mean the group of petals which constantly reproduces itself. In particular, our Dark Sea of Awareness is an enormous group of petals each of which is almost an identical copy of the first, central petal. But regardless, any element of the Universe can expand to infinity and through any element one could feel infinity of the whole Universe. The Dark Sea is only a small part of multiple layers and levels through which one could travel all across the Universe. And here we approach the most strange and interesting part, although many people talk about it... that light is based on darkness, and the complex and intricate structure we travel in is a conscious mass of energy, totally impersonal. I would call it dark energy but it’s not the dark matter physicists talk about.
I can elaborate on this matter. The thing is that when the quantum physicists talk about dark matter they talk about something they cannot register. It is an infinitely large section of energy. They register only the impact of, say, Fifth and Sixth Density, and can only actually observe and read Third and Fourth Density Levels of our Dark Sea of Awareness. I sent my petals not only to different levels of density but also toward different Seas of Awareness. We are based on our Dark Sea; and according to its command we created, as our friend from Beer-Sheba, Yan Manuel coined the term, 'The Lighthouse of Free Will'. I will show you his depiction of it.
First I’d like to point to one common feature – both are infinite. Any part of the Universe is infinite. But when I speak about the Dark Sea of Awareness, I mean the group of petals which constantly reproduces itself. In particular, our Dark Sea of Awareness is an enormous group of petals each of which is almost an identical copy of the first, central petal. But regardless, any element of the Universe can expand to infinity and through any element one could feel infinity of the whole Universe. The Dark Sea is only a small part of multiple layers and levels through which one could travel all across the Universe. And here we approach the most strange and interesting part, although many people talk about it... that light is based on darkness, and the complex and intricate structure we travel in is a conscious mass of energy, totally impersonal. I would call it dark energy but it’s not the dark matter physicists talk about.
I can elaborate on this matter. The thing is that when the quantum physicists talk about dark matter they talk about something they cannot register. It is an infinitely large section of energy. They register only the impact of, say, Fifth and Sixth Density, and can only actually observe and read Third and Fourth Density Levels of our Dark Sea of Awareness. I sent my petals not only to different levels of density but also toward different Seas of Awareness. We are based on our Dark Sea; and according to its command we created, as our friend from Beer-Sheba, Yan Manuel coined the term, 'The Lighthouse of Free Will'. I will show you his depiction of it.
He depicted the Dark Seas as these large bundles (picture to the left) ... and the large circle on the bottom are the doubles of our group. He tried to depict many functions of this structure. I would depict it differently as we are different. We are all distinct. I was trying to depict It as a group of human-cocoons that are situated next to the towering block made of petals of different colours... (picture to right) but I also got confused as it is a complex depiction and is not easy to depict.
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I wanted to ask you Randall. Do you know how the questions you ask come to you? Do you know or feel where these questions come from?
Why I ask? After the first interview I interacted with you two, Michael and yourself. And I saw a certain special feature. Your cocoon is not overly bright, it’s not large and rather compact, but your fibers are extremely long and when I approached you this evening you noticed me with your fibers much earlier than I could hear your conversation, although I realized that your mind does not follow, your fibers are very long and they are able to read the information from very remote areas and density levels.
Why I ask? After the first interview I interacted with you two, Michael and yourself. And I saw a certain special feature. Your cocoon is not overly bright, it’s not large and rather compact, but your fibers are extremely long and when I approached you this evening you noticed me with your fibers much earlier than I could hear your conversation, although I realized that your mind does not follow, your fibers are very long and they are able to read the information from very remote areas and density levels.
And what happens during these two latest interviews, you are asking questions, that I just yesterday and before yesterday wrote new chapters of the book and articles. I sent Michael chapters of the book and told him that there is coordination. It’s not flattery, it’s just curious.
Let’s get back to the lighthouse of the free will. We started creating them, eight of us including the interpreter Michael. According to the command of the Dark Sea of Awareness, we began building it out of the petals and plates of awareness which were the product of a joint action of the second and the third attention. When we were finishing the construction we were joined by sixteen more new young energy bundles. I only now meet some of them in the physical body. First thing we started doing is that we took one of the petals out of our doubles and sent it with the help of this energetic device. The device accelerated and launched the petal. The petal moved very quickly reaching one of the closest Dark Seas where it transmitted information recorded in it in the form of direct knowledge (there couldn’t be any verbalization over there). First of all it contained information about our Dark Sea as a whole, it’s goals to unite other Dark Seas into a single direction, and move in the opposite direction, in the direction where they all came from. In terms of time it all looked instant, one petal touches another petal. We saw different petals. Some of them were not Dark Seas, they were sort of lost. They were reminiscent of humans, or rather, we were reminiscent of them to be more precise. I was startled by one petal. It was entirely lost. It’s colour was beige-whitish with an enormous amount of sizzling energy. And I, as a petal, as a part of a Dark Sea of Awareness, wanted to heal it. And I saw how it was sort of cracked, and long tired fibers were protruding out of the crack as if it wanted to destroy itself because it didn’t know why it is here. And when I inserted my knowledge that I brought from the Dark Sea of Awareness into it and I added a little bit of energy of encouragement, it started coming to life, it regained interest in life, in perception.
Or for example, there was a very effective, energetic Sea that had much more knowledge than our Dark Sea. When this Sea received the information it said, “I’m not interested in participating, I have my own goals, my own ways”. But there were very many of those who perceived the information with interest. There were many of those who didn’t know how to create and use their structures. They didn’t know whether they need to do it. They never thought about it. And when a curious Dark Sea received the information that was appealing, it copied it exactly and entirely, including our planet and the whole of humanity. The thought followed... to verbalise it was something like: “Oh, they don’t just have different levels of Doubles and creatures over there, they also travel somewhere beyond the limits of themselves. I want the same thing too.” And, in my opinion when such an interested Dark Sea encountered this kind of information, it immediately copied it entirely. But at certain moments we realized that what we are doing is not very effective as we were 16+8 companions... and with all our effort, the number of petals we contained wasn’t nearly sufficient ... as the amount of the archetypal petals, future Dark Seas, is countless. In addition, I felt exhausted: every night we went to work shooting our petals.
Then I found a solution. I sent one petal, one time... but I charged it with the command: “the Sea that will receive it will copy it and send the copies out to the surrounding other Seas. They, in turn, will receive the copies-petals and send them to more Seas. And they did what I asked. They were surprised and baffled as they’ve never done anything like this before. And seemingly, there were more copies of these petals than even the amount of Dark Seas that received them as they were sending them constantly. They really liked this activity, this game. Later I met one of my friends who took part in the whole process and I asked him: ”Do you remember how we accomplished it, how I launched this program?” He answered: “we, in hi-tech, are doing it all the time…” And that is how the Lighthouse of Free Will was and is still operating. During one of my trips, I encountered a rather large group of Dark Seas that were identical to ours and they placed themselves very close to each other, one after another in a shape reminiscent of waves. I saw them as towering waves rising high one after another. There was one distinctive feature there. The upper part of the waves consisted of very active and multi-coloured petals. And they also really wanted to take part in the process. They were very curious and wanted to be engaged in everything. And I realized then that I’ll encounter some of these petals on my way. They will take part in some processes and, you Randall, are one of these multi-coloured petals who is very curious and want to participate in everything. Curious bundle. But this is all work that happened very recently. And in order to get there a certain effort had to be applied.
Let’s get back to the lighthouse of the free will. We started creating them, eight of us including the interpreter Michael. According to the command of the Dark Sea of Awareness, we began building it out of the petals and plates of awareness which were the product of a joint action of the second and the third attention. When we were finishing the construction we were joined by sixteen more new young energy bundles. I only now meet some of them in the physical body. First thing we started doing is that we took one of the petals out of our doubles and sent it with the help of this energetic device. The device accelerated and launched the petal. The petal moved very quickly reaching one of the closest Dark Seas where it transmitted information recorded in it in the form of direct knowledge (there couldn’t be any verbalization over there). First of all it contained information about our Dark Sea as a whole, it’s goals to unite other Dark Seas into a single direction, and move in the opposite direction, in the direction where they all came from. In terms of time it all looked instant, one petal touches another petal. We saw different petals. Some of them were not Dark Seas, they were sort of lost. They were reminiscent of humans, or rather, we were reminiscent of them to be more precise. I was startled by one petal. It was entirely lost. It’s colour was beige-whitish with an enormous amount of sizzling energy. And I, as a petal, as a part of a Dark Sea of Awareness, wanted to heal it. And I saw how it was sort of cracked, and long tired fibers were protruding out of the crack as if it wanted to destroy itself because it didn’t know why it is here. And when I inserted my knowledge that I brought from the Dark Sea of Awareness into it and I added a little bit of energy of encouragement, it started coming to life, it regained interest in life, in perception.
Or for example, there was a very effective, energetic Sea that had much more knowledge than our Dark Sea. When this Sea received the information it said, “I’m not interested in participating, I have my own goals, my own ways”. But there were very many of those who perceived the information with interest. There were many of those who didn’t know how to create and use their structures. They didn’t know whether they need to do it. They never thought about it. And when a curious Dark Sea received the information that was appealing, it copied it exactly and entirely, including our planet and the whole of humanity. The thought followed... to verbalise it was something like: “Oh, they don’t just have different levels of Doubles and creatures over there, they also travel somewhere beyond the limits of themselves. I want the same thing too.” And, in my opinion when such an interested Dark Sea encountered this kind of information, it immediately copied it entirely. But at certain moments we realized that what we are doing is not very effective as we were 16+8 companions... and with all our effort, the number of petals we contained wasn’t nearly sufficient ... as the amount of the archetypal petals, future Dark Seas, is countless. In addition, I felt exhausted: every night we went to work shooting our petals.
Then I found a solution. I sent one petal, one time... but I charged it with the command: “the Sea that will receive it will copy it and send the copies out to the surrounding other Seas. They, in turn, will receive the copies-petals and send them to more Seas. And they did what I asked. They were surprised and baffled as they’ve never done anything like this before. And seemingly, there were more copies of these petals than even the amount of Dark Seas that received them as they were sending them constantly. They really liked this activity, this game. Later I met one of my friends who took part in the whole process and I asked him: ”Do you remember how we accomplished it, how I launched this program?” He answered: “we, in hi-tech, are doing it all the time…” And that is how the Lighthouse of Free Will was and is still operating. During one of my trips, I encountered a rather large group of Dark Seas that were identical to ours and they placed themselves very close to each other, one after another in a shape reminiscent of waves. I saw them as towering waves rising high one after another. There was one distinctive feature there. The upper part of the waves consisted of very active and multi-coloured petals. And they also really wanted to take part in the process. They were very curious and wanted to be engaged in everything. And I realized then that I’ll encounter some of these petals on my way. They will take part in some processes and, you Randall, are one of these multi-coloured petals who is very curious and want to participate in everything. Curious bundle. But this is all work that happened very recently. And in order to get there a certain effort had to be applied.
How to remember this petal? Very easy! You untangle your attention of dreaming towards the double, unite with the Double. Then together with your Double, you accomplish the basic jump into the 12th Density Level and untangle your twisted, packaged petals in the direction opposite to the direction they were tangled in. And the Dark Sea of Awareness is at your service!
Now seriously, last few months our party has grown. There are many more participants than those 26+8. What we did was we united with the Double. It’s much easier now than it was before. I’ll explain why. Before, when we untangled our petals, we directed them toward the Earth and after that we observed how the petals move around it and then materialize as living creatures. They look the same as the petal I’ve shown you in previous interviews, but in the center of such a petal there is a group of coloured ribbons and slow bursts of energy, and they move rather quickly from incarnation to incarnation renewing themselves. And what we did was we harmonized their movements so to improve their perception, clear the connection.
Now, regarding lightness of perception and lightness of being; in the previous interview you asked how cocoons can be improved, but we don’t want to improve cocoons. The thing is that we want to make the energy structure better with which the cocoon can cooperate. Say, about 20 years ago, we worked with our cocoons and the cocoons of other people. This caused constant conflict, even those who came for specific knowledge and practices, were very annoyed when they were told stuff in an attempt to influence the flyer. And people played the game called, “kill the leader”. I didn’t like it.
Then I went on a different path. I started working with dreaming bodies and subsequently with Doubles. And as a result we did what is described in my book “Chronicles of the Dark Sea of Awareness”. But that is only the beginning of the process that began in 2012. Possibly, the people who will be interested in this book will be able to enter the same dreamings described in the book. And what we did after, I just described it, with the Lighthouse of Free Will. We directed our attention and the attention of the Dark Sea through us in the direction where the thoughts and the energy come from. The direction to the source where the thought about what I call and many shamans call The Dark Sea of awareness came from. Our attention moved back and forth between the Source and the Dark Sea. The other Dark Seas that decided to cooperate with us received all this information same as our Dark Sea. And every petal of our dark Sea of Awareness carries this information. Since human beings... cocoons and other kinds, such as crystals, tubes, etc. are the projections of the double... this information is above and all around them. Those who see energy see it as a wide tube connected to the cocoon. The projection of the same route that we travel moving there and back. But also, a seer sees one more curious thing: the energy and connection of the tube slightly annoy the cocoon, “oh, there's something going on there, but whatever, I’ll continue to do what I did before”. And, by the way, one of these sixteen, is the tube and thus causes feelings of unsettlement or irritation to other cocoons.
One of my acquaintances who lives in the Baikal region in Russia... we interact on skype... came to visit us here in Israel. She always resisted this information. She said, “it’s not for me, it’s so hard for me”. She called me recently and screamed:” Aaah, I reached the Double, I reached the Dark Sea, it sent me to interact with a newborn Dark Sea, and I gave it the information, and it opened up, exploded with petals. And all of us were elated, me and the new Dark Sea, and the Old Dark Sea.” So, as I said it’s “very easy”. It is a joke but it is also not a joke as it is our natural state to be directly connected with the Dark Sea of Awareness. We are the Dark Sea of Awareness. I am a projection of the Dark Sea of Awareness. And you all are projections of the Dark Sea of Awareness. As soon as you realize it, you consider yourself an inalienable part... a large, enormous, and much needed part of the Dark Sea of Awareness. And then it works!
I live in a small village and it has a religious/spiritual atmosphere. There are many religious Jews; there is a large group of Krishna adherents; there is a small group of Arab-Muslims and all kinds of directions of spiritual development, yoga practitioners etc. And all this among a number of residents of only eleven hundred people. So every morning one can hear screams, “Father, Father, Father”. These people walking one by one and call for the Father to save them. I was talking to one young man: “Why are you crying? What are you missing?” He answers: “Oh, I’m talking to God”. I say: ”But you’re an inalienable part of it?”. I thought he was going to hit me. Or, say, Krishna adherents, nice guys, all are very sweet. They walk around and run their fingers through little stones in their little bags they carry around and chant their mantras. So, I walk by that guy who sits and reads the book. And he asked me: “Do you want to read this book”. I told him that I read this book and I am curious. And he said, “Now, I’ll reveal the truth to you! Here on page 28, is written such and such. I’ll open your eyes now!”. I asked him whether he sees the trees and the glow from the trees and his own glow. He looked at me bewildered and said: ”what are you talking about?”. I said that I’m talking about the energy this book is written about. He said “No, this book is about god Krishna”. I asked whether he saw god Krishna. He answered that he has not yet reached such a high level. I am not trying to insult anyone here. I’m just saying that people constantly separate themselves from what they try to achieve. They say, “Ok, It’s somewhere far away”.
And now a different example: In order to feel the Dark Sea of Awareness it takes whose who managed to reach the 11th and 12th density level and allows their petals for some limited time to swing open and unite with its own petals. And same thing happens that I was talking about. Some Doubles open up, but others, conversely, close and say “No, we are afraid to dissolve. You are so big.” It signals to them, “No, I don’t want to consume you. I produced you, Why do I need to consume you?” it doesn’t always help. They continue to be afraid. So not just people are afraid. I think it happens with the doubles that carry their First Attention with them. The one, who looks for something in the book and thinks that he or she is separated from what he or she is looking for.
The Double has full access to all the information but when it carries with it the First and the Second Attention, the First Attention can get scared and this fear spreads to all the unified structure.
Our fibres fluff, become bushy during conversations. I’m so happy you feel that it is really important. But if you use this idea that it is very easy to reach the Double, just like snapping your fingers.
Here is one more reason why some are afraid of infinity – the cocoon. The cocoon can be torn apart, it can be squashed, it can be exhausted... others can exhaust it by misuse. These are pictures I’ve shown in the previous interview.
Some of them are unpleasant to look at. Imagine when you see the real cocoon that suffered the misuse. And even a healthy cocoon is afraid, it's afraid to lose its roundness. But if the fibres that are bent towards the self, straighten ... then they become what they always are, the ray, fibres directed towards the attention of the Double, the tube, a ray of the attention of the Double; if you return their straightness to them and their soundness and flexibility. It’s better to say that you allow them to do what they 'want' to do. They cannot break.
Energy is viewed as form. We depend on how we describe to ourselves what we perceive. We say that energy is a form. We can touch this form. Here it is. When we perceive from the level of the Second Attention, that is, with the help of unused in everyday life threads of energy, you are doing the same thing. You say to yourself: “I see such and such. It’s probably so and so kind of form.” For example, in the beginning, when you decide to step onto the path of seeing, you look for seeing, everything looks anthropomorphic. It reminds me of a joke I heard when I was a child. The man from the remote village that for the first time gets to the city Zoo. He retells later to his neighbours in the village:” I saw some crazy things when I was in the zoo. I saw a zebra. It’s a horse but with stripes. I also saw a kangaroo. It’s like a horse but jumps on its back feet and tail. I also saw an elephant. It’s like a horse but big and with huge ears and a long flexible nose. I also saw a crocodile. But this one… it's not at all like a horse”. So you do the same thing. You say: ”I saw something scary. I couldn’t understand what I see. I think it was a scary man, a very big and ugly man. I will not go there anymore.” Or later you can say to yourself: “Hmmm, I’m curious why that man was there and why it was so scary and what did I really see”. Then you go there and gaze at the thing and say: “Oh, it’s probably not a man”. It’s not a horse…
Then your next stage is to see threads, you start seeing them everywhere. Everything consists of the threads and they can be thick or thin, with different colours. There are billions of them. They can be very long and wavy or they can be short and glued together. Then you may sit and observe the tree shadows at moon-light. You notice that shadows are moving, and you always knew they are moving. They are not the reflection of the moonlight. They twist and wiggle independently, stretch, contract, twist, trying to reach you. And later everything becomes the field of threads and there are no more shadows. And later you understand that there are no more threads and it is only your description. There are soft conscious streams of energy, warm beautiful currents coming from somewhere above, from the area that suddenly starts talking with you... but not with words. And everything becomes a blazing liquid, it feels very hot and you love it. And you are happy. Then you realize that everything is description, at least something you can retell to others. But in order to remember it yourself you’ll have to somehow explain to yourself what you saw. And you say to yourself: “Ok, I’ll call it so and so. I’ll go have a look at it again as it felt so good. And you get to the point that you see the Double and the petals, first in the form of a man, but later just the Double consisting of petals. You see just petals because this is how the The Dark Sea of Awareness interprets itself. But when you reach other dimensions, you perceive the Dark Sea of Awareness somewhat differently. Every level of awareness carries certain types of connections and it necessitates the change in the connections of the inner streams. For example, in order to move and interact with the Dark Sea of Awareness one has to become a petal, a group of petals - the Double. But in order to move in the direction where the petals come from, one has to transform him or herself. You cannot move further without changing your petals according the demand of those levels of awareness you plan on visiting. If want to go there, you will find the way to do it. And then you do it again, for the next level, and again for the following level. What you perceive on every next level will be different from what you perceive on the level of the Dark Sea of Awareness. And it happens only because you can tune your energetic essence, your inner connections to the new level.
Energy is viewed as form. We depend on how we describe to ourselves what we perceive. We say that energy is a form. We can touch this form. Here it is. When we perceive from the level of the Second Attention, that is, with the help of unused in everyday life threads of energy, you are doing the same thing. You say to yourself: “I see such and such. It’s probably so and so kind of form.” For example, in the beginning, when you decide to step onto the path of seeing, you look for seeing, everything looks anthropomorphic. It reminds me of a joke I heard when I was a child. The man from the remote village that for the first time gets to the city Zoo. He retells later to his neighbours in the village:” I saw some crazy things when I was in the zoo. I saw a zebra. It’s a horse but with stripes. I also saw a kangaroo. It’s like a horse but jumps on its back feet and tail. I also saw an elephant. It’s like a horse but big and with huge ears and a long flexible nose. I also saw a crocodile. But this one… it's not at all like a horse”. So you do the same thing. You say: ”I saw something scary. I couldn’t understand what I see. I think it was a scary man, a very big and ugly man. I will not go there anymore.” Or later you can say to yourself: “Hmmm, I’m curious why that man was there and why it was so scary and what did I really see”. Then you go there and gaze at the thing and say: “Oh, it’s probably not a man”. It’s not a horse…
Then your next stage is to see threads, you start seeing them everywhere. Everything consists of the threads and they can be thick or thin, with different colours. There are billions of them. They can be very long and wavy or they can be short and glued together. Then you may sit and observe the tree shadows at moon-light. You notice that shadows are moving, and you always knew they are moving. They are not the reflection of the moonlight. They twist and wiggle independently, stretch, contract, twist, trying to reach you. And later everything becomes the field of threads and there are no more shadows. And later you understand that there are no more threads and it is only your description. There are soft conscious streams of energy, warm beautiful currents coming from somewhere above, from the area that suddenly starts talking with you... but not with words. And everything becomes a blazing liquid, it feels very hot and you love it. And you are happy. Then you realize that everything is description, at least something you can retell to others. But in order to remember it yourself you’ll have to somehow explain to yourself what you saw. And you say to yourself: “Ok, I’ll call it so and so. I’ll go have a look at it again as it felt so good. And you get to the point that you see the Double and the petals, first in the form of a man, but later just the Double consisting of petals. You see just petals because this is how the The Dark Sea of Awareness interprets itself. But when you reach other dimensions, you perceive the Dark Sea of Awareness somewhat differently. Every level of awareness carries certain types of connections and it necessitates the change in the connections of the inner streams. For example, in order to move and interact with the Dark Sea of Awareness one has to become a petal, a group of petals - the Double. But in order to move in the direction where the petals come from, one has to transform him or herself. You cannot move further without changing your petals according the demand of those levels of awareness you plan on visiting. If want to go there, you will find the way to do it. And then you do it again, for the next level, and again for the following level. What you perceive on every next level will be different from what you perceive on the level of the Dark Sea of Awareness. And it happens only because you can tune your energetic essence, your inner connections to the new level.
To talk about density levels we will have to conduct a separate interview. These are gigantic layers, gigantic volumes of energy... but I can speak about something simpler.
We started talking about cocoons and crystals. The cocoon is just a shape which houses energy. We think that there are more progressive, more effective forms rather than a cocoon. Michael spoke about the crystal. The crystal is not the pretty, transparent stone. In this case it is the same as I was referring to while speaking of passing to the higher levels of awareness beyond the limits of the Dark Sea of Awareness. This is a transformation of already existing energy for better efficiency. You can transform yourself any way you want but there are some limitations of the First Attention. If the human being works with his or her limitations he or she should also learn to overcome these limitations. And it's a very painful, difficult moment for the First Attention as the First Attention is engaged by the groove or our world. This is the groove I have described as the matching discoloration of our cocoon and our world. There are several ways to describe these grooves. If you are able to see the grooves from the Third Attention (the double’s attention), then it really looks like grooves... large, curvy scratched indentations on some kind of strange surface. But when you see it from the Second Attention it may look differently. If you, in your dreaming take some energy you’ve acquired to your body, then the round worlds that are here now (our world is a bubble or a ball, our Earth is a ball, and the same with the cocoon). But when you return from very multidimensional enormous world of energy, then the world that we perceive right now looks lime not even a ball. It looks like a flat slightly waving screen upon which everything is projected: people, your dreams where you feel real, round, three-dimensional, solid being.
To come from the Second Attention into the bubble itself (your attention is directed towards the bubble of the world, it may look like this). It is s very symbolic description and it would be clearer and it is more comprehensible for perception as it reminiscent of a ball. The less yellow ball is the world and the more yellow ball is a human being.
We started talking about cocoons and crystals. The cocoon is just a shape which houses energy. We think that there are more progressive, more effective forms rather than a cocoon. Michael spoke about the crystal. The crystal is not the pretty, transparent stone. In this case it is the same as I was referring to while speaking of passing to the higher levels of awareness beyond the limits of the Dark Sea of Awareness. This is a transformation of already existing energy for better efficiency. You can transform yourself any way you want but there are some limitations of the First Attention. If the human being works with his or her limitations he or she should also learn to overcome these limitations. And it's a very painful, difficult moment for the First Attention as the First Attention is engaged by the groove or our world. This is the groove I have described as the matching discoloration of our cocoon and our world. There are several ways to describe these grooves. If you are able to see the grooves from the Third Attention (the double’s attention), then it really looks like grooves... large, curvy scratched indentations on some kind of strange surface. But when you see it from the Second Attention it may look differently. If you, in your dreaming take some energy you’ve acquired to your body, then the round worlds that are here now (our world is a bubble or a ball, our Earth is a ball, and the same with the cocoon). But when you return from very multidimensional enormous world of energy, then the world that we perceive right now looks lime not even a ball. It looks like a flat slightly waving screen upon which everything is projected: people, your dreams where you feel real, round, three-dimensional, solid being.
To come from the Second Attention into the bubble itself (your attention is directed towards the bubble of the world, it may look like this). It is s very symbolic description and it would be clearer and it is more comprehensible for perception as it reminiscent of a ball. The less yellow ball is the world and the more yellow ball is a human being.
Then you can mix them up and you don’t know who is who any longer. And then what happens is you arrive (it would have been clearer if the background was transparent) and you slide into the world, and your discoloured spots (I painted them white but in reality there is not any colour there). It’s like a computer or other electronic hardware where the information moves through the channels. So here it is one ball slides into another and it becomes fixed, locked by means of matching discoloured spots. I’m holding it upside down. It’s like a joke, but it’s actually not a joke. In humans 2 spots situated on the upper part on each side and on the lower part 1 spot on each side. But I understand for you this way or that way makes no difference. And that’s only one of the ways to perceive the world as there are other nuances. It depends from which of the 12 levels of density you concentrate your attention on your body. I described 3 levels right now.
My cocoon is probably reminiscent of a tulip. In truth it is an intermediary stage. My structure is similar to a violet tulip with an elastic top. The violet colour is related to what we did as a group while moving towards the source where everything comes from. The memory about our movement towards the Dark Sea and back, when we stored this memory, it had a slightly violet-rose colour. And this memory in my cocoon appears as a rose-violet colour.
In regards to a Nagual... it is a multilayered structure, the colours may be significant, but first of all what it is, is the connection one being or another has to the Primary Source. I don’t know why it reflected this way but the cocoon separated to more than 2 parts. But the double structure itself is not yet a Nagual. All right, I know why it is separated on more parts… It’s just a double man. The double man may become a Nagual if he fulfills his function, fills his role. And it’s not the man who runs after others and slaps them on the back, although he should know how to do that too. It’s a relationship with the Dome of the Nagual. It’s how such a man hears the Universe. Other beings may access the Dome of the Nagual too, but when the double human gets there, he or she fits in exactly into the impersonal presence in which he or she should be. He understands exactly who he is. I am already there so I don’t need to aim to be there. I’m interested, and I hope my friends share my interest, not to have any limitations. And the Dome of the Nagual also shouldn’t be any kind of place where I have to be. The Dome of the Nagual is a word by which I try to describe what is impossible to describe. The Dome of the Nagual is a sort of matrix, but not like in the movie. Since we touched the topic which is very close to my heart, I will elaborate.
We should probably continue later as despite what I said .... I cannot talk about it now, I’m prevented from doing it…
My cocoon is probably reminiscent of a tulip. In truth it is an intermediary stage. My structure is similar to a violet tulip with an elastic top. The violet colour is related to what we did as a group while moving towards the source where everything comes from. The memory about our movement towards the Dark Sea and back, when we stored this memory, it had a slightly violet-rose colour. And this memory in my cocoon appears as a rose-violet colour.
In regards to a Nagual... it is a multilayered structure, the colours may be significant, but first of all what it is, is the connection one being or another has to the Primary Source. I don’t know why it reflected this way but the cocoon separated to more than 2 parts. But the double structure itself is not yet a Nagual. All right, I know why it is separated on more parts… It’s just a double man. The double man may become a Nagual if he fulfills his function, fills his role. And it’s not the man who runs after others and slaps them on the back, although he should know how to do that too. It’s a relationship with the Dome of the Nagual. It’s how such a man hears the Universe. Other beings may access the Dome of the Nagual too, but when the double human gets there, he or she fits in exactly into the impersonal presence in which he or she should be. He understands exactly who he is. I am already there so I don’t need to aim to be there. I’m interested, and I hope my friends share my interest, not to have any limitations. And the Dome of the Nagual also shouldn’t be any kind of place where I have to be. The Dome of the Nagual is a word by which I try to describe what is impossible to describe. The Dome of the Nagual is a sort of matrix, but not like in the movie. Since we touched the topic which is very close to my heart, I will elaborate.
We should probably continue later as despite what I said .... I cannot talk about it now, I’m prevented from doing it…
